Baibie... MWAH!

2003-10-29T00:34:00.000-05:00

hey, its been a while, i posted something for you so read it when u wake up...i love you aileen :-)

2003-08-11T00:26:00.000-04:00

081103 you took me back despite how bad I hurt you... even though you know that I've betrayed your trust.

I PROMISE... it's not going to happen again. I love you too much to hurt you. I never meant to to begin with but I guess things happen for a reason and that's just a test our relationship had to overcome.

baibie, im coming back.... gna see u soon... cant wait!
I LOVE YOU *this much*!
MWAH! MISS YOU!

2003-08-09T17:19:00.000-04:00

081003 you've convinced me that I'm the one for you... even though I've known for the longest time that you were meant for me

BAIBIE!!! I LOVE YOU *this much* and soooo much more!!!
MISS YOU but guess what... i'll be seeing you in a few days... ima b in FL on the 12th!

2003-08-08T16:40:00.000-04:00

080903 you treat me as a girlfriend you love rather than a personal property of yours... even though I am yours wholeheartedly

your reason for tomorrow!

I LOVE YOU *this much* and sooo much more!
MISS YOU! i'll be there soon... can't wait to see u!

2003-08-07T17:44:00.000-04:00

080803 you're willing to get in trouble just to ensure that I'm feeling better about things... about us and our relationship

iont know if you still want the reasons to keep coming. just let me know, but until i hear otherwise, ima just continue posting. so you just gta deal with it for now... hee, hee...

I LOVE YOU *this much* and sooooo much more!
MISS YOU! take carez! MWAH!

2003-08-07T13:14:00.000-04:00

hey where are you? i just woke up its 1:00 and youre not on, i guess youll get on later

2003-08-06T18:08:00.000-04:00

check ur email please... well, if u want... aint gna make u do nthng no more

2003-08-06T16:10:00.000-04:00

tomorrows reason.. im postin early now...

080703 you treat me as though I'm the most precious "thing" in your life... even if you don't classify me as a "thing" in that sense

i guess not anymore tho... i understand tho.. i still love you

2003-08-06T16:08:00.000-04:00

080603 you tell me about "the others" there are that are trying to get with you... always assuring me that you aint gna leave me

im so sorry... i understand that things are never gna b the same...

I LOVE YOU *this much* and so much more!
MISS YOU! take carez! MWAH!

2003-08-05T23:13:00.000-04:00

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2003-08-05T15:37:00.000-04:00

;-)

2003-08-04T18:38:00.000-04:00

Baibie, iont know when the next time i'll be posting will be and all... I just put up ur reason for tomorrow (Tuesday) up and all... I'll put ur wednesday reason up by wednesday afternoon ur time, k? I hope that you don't forget me cuz i know i'll be thinking about u a whole lot... I'll miss you a lot but i'll try to call u up if i can and mess... LOVE YOU ALWAYS *this much* and dont u forget it! mwah!

2003-08-04T18:35:00.000-04:00

always posting ur reason early... so just check it out when u can cuz it'll be up... mwah!

080503 you put up with me and my "20 questions"... even though I know you don't like being interrogated, especially when you feel it's none of my business

I LOVE YOU *this much* and soooo much more!
miss you! take care baibie...

2003-08-03T04:21:00.000-04:00

posting up ur reason ahead of time cuz i aint too sure when you'll be online since you said that you'll be out all day, and maybe get online for a lil. here's ur reason... as i promised, i aint gna forget...

080403 you show your support when you think what im doing is right... even though you don't completely support everything I do, you explain to me why or why not

www.xanga.com/UnSeenTearZ --- just how i feel if its of any interest to u. i explained most of it to you already but i dont know how you feel. guess u still aint too comfortable with spilling yet so that's the way it'll be. ummm, i'm here if u need me just like i've always been (even though u dont feel like it) and always will be... please talk to me...

2003-08-02T19:22:00.000-04:00

080303 you're willing to look out for my well-being... even though I can be stubborn at times

thanks for looking out... i know u may think i dont listen and what you say doesnt matter, but believe me.... what u say does mean something and make a difference...

I LOVE YOU *this much* and soooo much more!!!
MISS YOU!!! MWAH!

2003-08-01T16:16:00.000-04:00

080203 you're extremely sweet when you want to be... even though it may not be necessary or when you really shouldn't

2003-07-31T18:16:00.000-04:00

hey baibie... i decided to post up for tomorrow since you had to wait so long for the one today...

080103 you include me in everything and anything you do when you can... even though I may just be a burden at times

I LOVE YOU BAIBIE! and dont u forget it! mwah!!!
if u dont want me to then tough luck... deal with it... I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU...!

ur girl alwayz... hopefully more sometime soon...

2003-07-31T18:00:00.000-04:00

BAIBIE, BAIBIE, BAIBIE...

I LOVE YOU! hee, hee... just wanted to share... MWAH MWAH MWAH!!!
You'll get more of that in person... and a lil more....

2003-07-31T17:58:00.000-04:00

073103 you risked including me in your future plans... even though I wasn't completely the reason you chose UCF

that's the reason for today... hopefully you'll read it in time before the day is up

I LOVE YOU *this much* and soooo much more!
miss you and take carez!

p.s. havent stopped thinking bout u.... not for a split millisecond...

2003-07-31T16:18:00.000-04:00

hey...in case u actually get on early while im still at work...

check this out and see if this will play NEMO

http://www.avipreview.com/avipreview_by_aj/software/avipreview_by_aj_026_alpha.zip

aite girl, love you...peace

2003-07-31T15:15:00.000-04:00

yo yo yo, where u been girl? how you feelin? everythings gonna be cool wit you..."I PROMISE" haha, that sound familiar...umm well, im goin to work soon and u out there somewhere, so i guess ill talk with you later, who knows maybe they'll send me home on LP, im tired of work, cant take it no more. Well im bouncin.
love you
peace

2003-07-30T00:05:00.000-04:00

07300303 you're willing to stick up for yourself, me, us, and our relationship... despite what the possible outcomes are-but taht may not always be a good thing

I LOVE YOU!

2003-07-29T00:27:00.000-04:00

072903 you worry every now and then or all the time... which shows how much you care, but there are times you really don't need to

i know i can't take care of myself. i aint gna deny it... and i thank you for caring so much but u dont need to get so worked up worrying...i'll eventually get to the point when i can take care of myself... I PROMISE!

I LOVE YOU *this much* and so much more!
miss you and take care...

2003-07-27T19:17:00.000-04:00

im posting your reason early today cuz i dont know if i'll have time to post it up directly after 12am there... technically it's already the 28th for me so its aite... hee, hee...

072803 you're willing to shed a few tears to express how you feel... rather than keeping it all in

2003-07-27T01:30:00.000-04:00

072703 you aren't scared to share what's on your mind... which shows that you're comfortable with me and who I am

how ironic that it was posted up today... i had pretyped it.. i already explained it... but isnt that ironic?

I LOVE YOU *this much*
MWAH! miss you!!!

2003-07-27T01:22:00.000-04:00

Girl...promise me...no more of this...no more of what been goin on, nothin like that again. Sorry for cussin at you, sorry for evertything, i just didnt know how to handle it. But you know im there for you and you better be there for me too. No more worries, that stops now! :-) Love you girl always, and you better TOO (Or else...) Love you so much, no more worries im bein serious, changin forthe better both of us! You are somethin, you are somebody, you are special, God knows you special, I know you special...you my girl, my friend, my everything girl....love you...holla

2003-07-26T16:08:00.000-04:00

Baibie, Baibie, Baibie... I miss you sooo much! Hee, hee... Well, right now i just wanted to post something so i decided to write you here... Im almost done with that other thing but iont know if you'll really wna read it and mess... its just stuff i be thinking at times and all... you know, a way to get things out without having to talk to someone about it... that way when i have something on my mind and i can't or dont want to talk to someone bout it... its just off my mind so i wont be stressing.... anyway... i'll just ttyl.. when u get on...

I LOVE YOU *this much* and more!
miss you! mwah!!!

2003-07-26T00:06:00.000-04:00

072603 you're trying to change your flaws for the benefit of us and our relationship... even though you may know it'll be difficult

I LOVE YOU *THIS MUCH* and more...
miss you... mwah!

2003-07-25T19:45:00.000-04:00

im sorry for having the past brought back up... i didnt mean to... its just taht it came up in my mind. but honestly, i'd like to understand.. but that's all up to you. i know you may have ur reasons... but iont know whether or not its gta do with me (it feels as though its got something to do with me)... but whatever the reason is, i hope you'll help me understand... somehow, someday... i hope you'll let me into your heart and allow me to be there for you... no matter what though... I LOVE YOU *this much* and more... MISS YOU so much...

2003-07-25T12:15:00.000-04:00

hey baibie... i've been online since like 12:00noon there, which is 7:00pm here. my dad got offline so he let me use the net for a while. ima just wait and see if ur gna get online... ima call u up and check as well... well, i just wanted to let u know i've been thinking bout u a whole lot lately... i miss you sooo much!!!

I LOVE YOU *this much*
MWAH MWAH MWAH!

2003-07-25T01:21:00.000-04:00

damn girl! you must be tired you fell asleep on me...unless you gonna bust out tellin me you did that to make me mis you or whatever you said last time with you not being online. Well whatever it is...youre sleeping, so sleep good, u better be dreamin about me! Imma be in vero early today around 11 in the morning 6 your time, gettin them braces done, after that i dont know whats goin on, ill talk wit you later tho, love yo, peace

2003-07-25T00:10:00.000-04:00

072503 you put up with my shit... even if its getting a lil over too much

I LOVE YOU *THIS MUCH* and miss you too baibie...
MWAH MWAH MWAH!

2003-07-24T13:53:00.000-04:00

Aileen...wassup girl...look, nothing is wrong, seriously, i am OK. So dont trip (No trip here). Everything is cool, well i will talk with you later on tonite maybe i guess. Love you, peace

2003-07-24T00:32:00.000-04:00

072403 you're always looking out... even though at times u can get tired of me

I LOVE YOU *this much* and miss you too baibie...
MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAH

2003-07-22T23:28:00.000-04:00

072303 you try your best to please me just to make sure I'm having a good time... even though just being with you is enough

2003-07-22T18:23:00.000-04:00

"even though you shouldn't at times" basically means that at times you shouldnt even bother trying to think of me as well before making a decision. like if u wna do something while i'm with you, and we got nothing planned and mess... just go ahead and do it, and i'll be straight. i'll be fine as long as im with you. you get what i mean now?

I LOVE YOU *this much* and i miss you a whole lot!

2003-07-22T16:28:00.000-04:00

Well...its 4:20 and youre not on...where you at girl? Oh well, im goin i guess ill talk with you later. Much love...

2003-07-22T16:03:00.000-04:00

Hmmm...I can finally get online! Lol! I am tired, we (or should I say I) cut the grass today, it is hottttt! And i been doin nothin but playin that Street Fighter game and thinkin bout you. Hey I am kickin butt at that game you dont know girl...hehe...
What u mean with that reason? With the "EVEN THO U SHOULDNT AT TIMES"? Just wonderin...well you should be on in about 5 minutes then we can talk a little before i go to work and smile and dial...well ill see ya in a few...
much love

[D]

2003-07-22T00:38:00.000-04:00

072203 you think of "us" rather than a "me&u" ... even though you shouldnt at times

2003-07-21T17:36:00.000-04:00

hey baibie, im so sorry... i didnt get to say "I LOVE YOU" before you left for work. you signed off before i could say my long good-byes. you know that I LOVE YOU though so if i don't have enough time to say it cuz of the sudden good-byes, please just remember how I feel about you. you know how I feel, and I'll always feel that way. i'll talk to you later, k? and i'll post up your reason for tomorrow once i can... if i'm up when it hits 12... k??? i got them all ready... it's my in direct countdown til the day i get there. I LOVE YOU!

mwah mwah mwah! I LOVE YOU *this much* and miss you! ingatz!

2003-07-21T16:27:00.000-04:00

HEYYYYYYYYYY!!!! WHAT UP? HOW U DOIN? IM STRAIGHT GETTIN READY TO GO TO WORK REAL SOON, MISSED YOU. SO WHATS UP WITH YOU, WHERE ALL YOUR PEOPLES AT? U TALKED WIT YOUR GIRL R YET? MY THUMB HURTS FROM PLAYIN THAT GAME...:-(
WELL JUST SAYIN WASSUP HAVENT SAID NOTHIN IN HERE IN A WHILE SO DECIDED TO WRITE, TALK WITH YOU LATA...MUCH LOVE

2003-07-21T00:19:00.000-04:00

072103 you've accepted me as a part of your life... and hopefully as a part of your future as well (i know you have ;)

I LOVE YOU *THIS MUCH* and more! miss you!
MWAH mwah MWAH mwah MWAH!!!

2003-07-20T10:21:00.000-04:00

baibie.. im sooo sorry. i really dont know waht's wrong with me. i can't understand myself or what's going on. i dont know why i have to complicate things when everything seems to be going great. to me, the only possible reason is my hormones and mess... cuz of "it"... well... pmsing i guess... iont know.... htat's the only reason i can think of. im sooo sorry. you wont even come close to realizing how bad i feel about everything. you wont even begin to understnad me and my being difficult either cuz i myself dont understand it. i just feel like i really need you here right now and i guess i'm freaking cuz i cant. but u'll be there when i get back... right? at least i hope you still will even after all that mess i started. i'm so sorry... i'll try my best to stop. wait. i take that back. i will stop. promise... for you, for me, for us, and for our relationship. i'll stop. well, i hope u find it in ur heart to forgive me even though you really dont understand what's going on. i'd explain but i can't either cuz even i dont know. i just hope that you still love me. i feel that you do. i believe that you do. i just need reassurance from you right now... cuz of sh!t i started... im sorry :(

I LOVE YOU *this much* and more!!! miss you!
mwah mwah mwah!

2003-07-20T00:52:00.000-04:00

Look i dont know what the heck all that was about...but you need to stop...Straight up you need to STOP. HOw many times i told u i love you, how many times i messed somethin up? how many times am i there for you? Why are you always worrying and coming up with some crazy scenarios? Huh? I have no idea where all this is coming from but you honestly need to stop cuz i aint too fond of it. Much Love

Holla

2003-07-20T00:33:00.000-04:00

072003 you make me feel better about aspects in life that may seem impossible to deal with... even if you don't say anything and are just listening

I LOVE YOU *THIS MUCH* and miss you sooo much baibie...

i need you here right now but i know that's too much to ask... can't wait to see u...

2003-07-19T08:49:00.000-04:00

Baibie... I'm soooo sorry... I didnt' bother checking the time and when I did, I realized it's like 8:30am. My bad. I'm really sorry. I didnt' mean to wake you up or anything. Just look at it this way, I haven't called you up early in the morning lately to be your wake up call so I guess consider it for old times sake. You know? Well, I'm sorry about calling u up and waking u up. I'll just talk to you later. Hopefully I'll catch you online. Until here...

MWAH MWAH MWAH!!! I LOVE YOU *this much* and miss you too...

2003-07-19T08:40:00.000-04:00

071903 you love me for me... including my flaws, which I am willing to change for you

I LOVE YOU *this much* and miss you a whole lot too!!!

2003-07-18T14:40:00.000-04:00

ok i just came back home...i picked up my paycheck...$1.05! hahaha!!! i put $60 in your account just in case cuz i wasnt sure if it was still $50 or what...so thats taken care of...imma go play me some PS just call me or sometin when u can get up on this...dont know if i can tho cuz jon will be home too...holla

2003-07-18T00:42:00.000-04:00

071803 you can get me to laugh... even if it's just cuz ur being you

2003-07-17T20:33:00.000-04:00

BAIBIE!!! i'm going to get a lil sleep. i should be waking up by 6:45 my time here if i aint awake before that. i'll talk to you then... hope to talk to you soon!

MWAH MWAH MWAH!!! I LOVE YOU *THIS MUCH* and miss you bad...

2003-07-17T16:25:00.000-04:00

Baibie, baibie, baibie... I love you soooo much! I'm sorry that you were waiting online... I wasn't home by 11am cuz we went out for lunch then did the whole appointment thing. Then met up with Sarah. I just got home like round 10pm. I'm surprised you missed me.... or mentioned it before I did. That's something different. Dont mean nothing by me mentioning it tho so don't think nothing of it. I MISS YOU TOO, Baibie!!! Anyway, I'm talking to you online right now so Ima just do that so that I can make the most out of the time we can talk.

I LOVE YOU *this much* Mwah!

2003-07-17T14:42:00.000-04:00

Hey, i just woke up at like 1:00 (cuz dad had to wake me up for them newspapers so i was madd tired) and im online waiting for you to get on but i guess youre not, so i guess ill try to catch u online some other time then, i love you

2003-07-17T02:06:00.000-04:00

Baibie, baibie, baibie... dont be sorry bout anything. u didnt kill my minutes. i chose to call. ok? anyway.. cute pix.. i saved it... ima edit it somehow to add a personal touch.. once i'm not too lazy. anyway, I LOVE YOU *this much* and miss you as well...

2003-07-17T02:00:00.000-04:00

Hey girl, while you reading this im jumpin in the bed before dad wake up and catch my ass! Thats why im fast girl! hehe, You proud of me!! hehe. Im gona try to fix that thing tho cuz playin on the computer sux cuz it ain just like the PS, girl i miss you a lot!!!! For real. Sorry i killed your minutes. Well just wanted to say hey and everything...
Much love girl

Dan

Oh tell me...how i look...?

http://www.kidsbooksandpuppets.com/images/kidsbooks/rainbowfish.gif

HEHEHEHE!!!

2003-07-17T01:21:00.000-04:00

071703 you're willing to do anything just so that you can help me out... even though you may think it aint that much

2003-07-16T00:42:00.000-04:00

HAPPY 4 MONTH BAIBIE!!!

We've made it... and we're gna continue going... And if you don't like it.. TOUGH! DEAL WITH IT! hee, hee... I love you *this much* and miss you sooooooooooooooooooooo much! Baibie, I'm sorry if I make you feel bad but I honestly and sincerely do keep track. Please don't feel bad when you're just showing that you care, k?

I LOVE YOU *this much* -just had to let u know again-

2003-07-15T17:40:00.000-04:00

Baibie... I'm gna try my best to change for you cuz i really want things to work out... K? I promise ima try real hard. K? Ima also tr to stop tripping when you tell me bout other girls. Honestly, I'd like you to tell me. Please tell me and let me know. Ima try and stop getting jealous bout it and make it seem more of a, "hell yeh, he my guy and all u can do is look." i should feel lucky and grateful that i am with you, which i do feel each time i think bout us and how i'm so thankful that we're together. Baibie, thank you for everyting... K?

I LOVE YOU *this much* Miss you too! Ingatz!

071603 you are extremely understanding when it comes to my mood swings... even though you may be sick and tired of it already

2003-07-15T16:25:00.000-04:00

Good now you need to live by that. I dont like when things are goin good and you try to make somethin seem bad, stop doing that. Gotta run. Love you. Peace...Maybe talk to u after work...

2003-07-15T13:47:00.000-04:00

Baibie? I've been waiting for you online. I was hoping that you'd get on so that we can talk and all but I guess you ain't gna b getting on. I called your house to check if you were gna b getting online but your bro said you ain't even home. Then i tried to call you up on the cell but it's either turned off or out of area where service is available. Well, I'll just talk to you later if I manage to catch you online. Before we talk, I guess I should say I'm sorry. You're right. I do need to stop. I need to stop finding ways to make things turn negative from what you're really saying becuz that could seriously pull us apart... possibly end up ruining our relationship. That would mean I would've screwed things up again. I'm so sorry. I'll try to change... I'll try sooo hard cuz I want to make myself change in that aspect. I need to stop being so pessimistic or else our relationship aint gna work out and I really want it to work out. I don't want to lose you. Baibie, I LOVE YOU *this much* and miss you as well... We're gna make it, right baibie? Talk to you later. MWAH!

2003-07-15T00:46:00.000-04:00

My sexy girl...girl i know we gonna make it! A lot of people can see how we feel about each other and how much we love each other. People from my church, people in random stores (GADZOOKS) "Oh they look like theyre in love" , Gabe "treat her right man, that girl loves you for real"...we will make it. Others just tryin to break us up, but guess what? It aint never gonna happen. Cuz we tite like that. You my love, my girl, my friend, youre my everything girl...no doubt

2003-07-14T17:50:00.000-04:00

BAIBIE! BAIBIE, BAIBIE, BAIBIE! hee, hee.... sorry.. couldnt help it... just trying to be cute... trying real hard as u can tell... I miss you soo much. I was hoping to be able to talk to you. I really miss you. Miss you miss you miss you... I hope you're doing better... Just wanted to check up on you. I decided to post something up in case i wasn't able to talk to you. I'll be waiting for you online until like 1 am there i guess, or I'll call you up to see if you'll be getting on and all... I hope you do.. Well, i just wna say that i miss you soooo much and i'm sorry for everything i've put you through... Baibie, i never wanted to hurt you.. Please believe me when I say that. If you don't believe anything that I say, that's the one thing that you must believe... I love you soo much-more than i'd ever be able to express or show or say- that the last thing I would want to do to you is hurt you. Baibie, I hope that we'll get over this... Let's make things work... Please.. I love you soooo much *this much. Take care always k? I worry about you a lot, more than i worry about myself cuz you mean more to me than anything/anyone has in my whole life. I LOVE YOU *this much*. Baibie, please don't leave me... I don't know waht I'd do without you. I love you baibie...

Baibie, we gna make it... I PROMISE.

071503 you're willing to do anything to make things work out... even though you may think i'm a bitch

2003-07-13T20:38:00.000-04:00

i know you love me... at least thats wha i believe and i hope i'm believing the right thing. i know you're scared of losing me... maybe just as much as i am scared of losing you. baibie, you're everything to me... you're all that keeps me going... it's becuz of you i get through the day... just waiting for the day that we are together again... you know how i feel about you. you know how i feel about us. and you know how much you mean to me and what you are in my life.. so why would i do anything to screw up? i know something happened once before but i didnt do it... i know it doesnt make a difference but i know that this is the only chance i've got with u left.. why am i gna let you go jut like that when you are basically everything in my life? it feels as though i'm losing u... cuz rather than holding me close to ur heart.. it feels as though i'm at an arm's length right now and ur never gna bring me back into your heart like i was before. i dont know what im doing wrong. i dont know what i can do to make things better. i need you to help me out and tell me what im doing wrong and what i should do to make things better. out of all the times i've needed you, this is probably the one time i need you the most.. the one time that matters the most....

2003-07-13T20:27:00.000-04:00

Girl you know i love you, least i hope you know i do. Youre not losing me, but when it comes to things like that im scared girl and you know it, something happened once, and my so-called friends turned out to be fake, i got nothing left but you, and im not losing you. I dont want nothing to happen

2003-07-13T20:14:00.000-04:00

Baibie, i know you probably hate me... Or maybe not cuz hate is such a strong word... But somewhere close to taht... I am so sorry... You don't even know how bad i feel right now. I know I aint perfect-not even close to it. I know that i'm probably close to somewhere being just good enough for now type of person.... I'm sorry I aint all that. I'm sorry I aint the girl of your dreams. I'm sorry that I'm nothing like you ever wanted in a girl. You just gta deal with me for now huh? You just waiting for me to screw things up arent you... So that way you'd have a reason to finally let go... But apparently I've already screwed up one, and just by being me I'm screwing things up as it is. I don't know what i can do to make things better. I dont know what i can do to make things right... I honestly don't even know what i'm doing wrong... "What am i doing wrong???" I feel that I'm just not good enough for you anymore, huh? I just aint the girl u want to be with... Honestly, do you even love me as u say you do? Or u just going with the flow until things start looking up or until I've officially lost my last chance (tho i know im never gna do anything to screw things up again). Do you love me? Cuz i honestly believed it and felt that you did but by just being me it seems like you can climb out of it so quickly... I've always known that I'm a difficult person to love, but you've been the first person that's ever made me feel loved and cared about... And for some reason it feels as though that just by being the person that i am, you could easily ignore those feelings and manage to forget bout me... i've always believed that i deserved to be loved. that one day i would find someone that would love me... and i did when i met you... but i guess being loved wasnt meant to last for a lifetime huh... I guess it's just a taste of what i could've had if i werent me.. if i werent the person that i am... well... all i can say is that i know that I LOVE YOU and i always will... im not the easiest person to be loved... i know that.. but i know deep in my heart, that when i love someone, ima try to do all that i can do to make sure that i dont lose the one i love... ima try to do all that i can do to make sure that i dont lose you... you mean everything to me, and without you, i've got nothing... i basically am nothing... and honestly, that's how i feel right now...

2003-07-13T17:59:00.000-04:00

Baibie, I just got done talking to you online and over the phone. You don't sound to great so I hope that you'll feel better soon. I get worried about you at times especially when I'm not around to take care of you. Please take care of yourself for me while I'm not there. I'll make it up to you... I promise.

I LOVE YOU *this much* and miss you even more! Ingatz...

071403 you make me realize that things aren't as bad as they seem... even though it seems like we've hit a dead end

2003-07-13T11:11:00.000-04:00

Baibie... I'm sooooooo sorry... I decided to take a quick shut-eye but i ended up not waking up. I'm really sorry. I wanted to talk to you sooo bad. I had been waiting online practically the whole day but then I missed you when you were online. Ugh... Im sooo mad at myself... I hope that you aint mad at me though. I'm really sorry I wasn't up when you were on. Hopefully we'll be able to talk to each other later on. I'll talk to you later.. I'll be waiting online for you again. If i'm not on when you get on, that means i had to get off for a lil cuz someone else needed the comp or the phone. K? Catch you later-hopfully... MWAH! I LOVE YOU * this much * and miss you just as much!

2003-07-12T19:44:00.000-04:00

Baibie, no need for the thanks. You know I'll always do my best to help see things through for you and for us. I'll do anything to help you out when you need it. Baibie... all i have to say is that you of all people shouldn't be thinking of taking the easy way out cuz all your life to achieve all that you've accomplished... So you deserve the standards you have set for yourself. Never settle for less than wha you can have becuz you deserve it and so much more. Believe me, baibie, you of all people are ready for college and to settle out on your own. I don't know anyone who could b more prepared than you... Please don't give up on yourself... or on us... I LOVE YOU *this much* and miss you!!! MWAH MWAH MWAH!

071303 you always listen when i have something on my mind... even though you may have heard it before

2003-07-12T16:27:00.000-04:00

Giiiiiiirl, thanks for always being there. You know what im talkin about. Well that was just a quick thought.

2003-07-12T14:53:00.000-04:00

BAIBIE, BAIBIE, BAIEBIE!!! Hee, hee... I miss you so much I can't even express it in words. I guess this is alot easier compared to writing emails.. Well, kinda... For me it is anyway, cuz then I don't have to continuously checky all my accounts trying to find out whether or not you emailed me. Hee, hee... You can just go directly to the site and check it out... Right? Hee, hee.... Right now I'm talking to you online. I've been waiting forever to talk to you so ima talk to you as much as I can. I didn't post up a reason for the 13th yet. I will, so don't worry... I won't forget... Mwah! I LOVE YOU *this much* and miss you!

2003-07-12T11:24:00.000-04:00

Hey girl I did it...so we can talk up in your blog thing...its 11:11 in the A.M. over here so thats like 6:11 p.M. your time...i wonder what youre doing and thinking right now...bout me hopefully...well i just wanted to post somethin to see if it works so i guess maybe ill catch u online later on tonite...love u girl

holla

D

2003-07-11T19:56:00.000-04:00

Hey Baibie... I'd write you a message here if I had the time but I'm kinda gna do this real quick cuz i need to get some shut eye since i'll be leaving the house sometime at noon today. And i'm still on Florida time so you can just figure out the time difference... he he he... I just needed to make sure I got my reason down for u to check up on... U know? Anyway...

071203 you don't take advantage of me... even though I may not have a lot to offer, I'd like to give as much as i can and you never abuse that

*incase you're wondering since you've seen this already, i accidentally put in the wrong date... you can check cuz all the days are still written down and i've done reasons for up til today. k? i'll ttyl.. i'm hoping to talk to you so im kinda waitin online... he he he... MISS YOU! mwah! I LOVE YOU *this much*

2003-07-10T17:49:00.000-04:00

Baibie, How are you? I dont know if i'll be able to talk to you in a while cuz I'll be going out doing family stuff. Well, that'll be just for a while... It don't mean that I've forgotten you. Please don't thnk that I don't think about you anymore or anything becuz you're all that's been on my mind since I got back. I think about you 24/7 and as each day goes by, I miss you more and more rather than it being easier. I guess we can't really do anything but deal with it so I'm trying the best that I can. Remember, I'm not gna forget about you so don't worry... I know you worry at times cuz you're concerned about our relationship but I promise, we'll make it through since we are meant to be. I know it and I feel it... I LOVE YOU!!! Mwah! Ingatz!

071103 you stick things through when times get rough... even if it may seem that giving up would be a lot easier

2003-07-10T01:32:00.000-04:00

Baibie... I love you sooo much.. And you know it! I'm glad that we've found each other and I look forward to spending college life with you, and hopefully the rest of my life as well. That may scare you but I'm honestly hope that's the way you feel about me, too. *MWAH!*

"Baibie, I love you... *this much*" Why??? You're asking why??? And you want reasons??? Well, Baibie... I love you cuz...

-the past posted reasons-
070603 you love me as much as i love you... making me realize what it feels like to be loved
070703 you make me smile when times are down... even though you think you don't
070803 you are there by my side when i need you... despite all the problems we've come across
070903 you make me feel "beautiful"-inside and out-... even though im not all that you make me to be
071003 you make me feel important... even though i may just be your girlfriend